Another Post?!

Wow, I'm surprisingly active for an internet hermit. On to the post:

So, for some reason thoughts of Beetlejuice pop into my head and I do a search. This is what I find:

Beetlejuice Sequel


...Why hasn't this been done yet?! Seriously, Betelgeuse vs. the spirit of a Hawaiian Kahuna in a surf contest, what's not awesome about that? I really can't think of anything else to say about this, but what else needs to be said, it's Beetlejuice, that alone guarantees it will be a hilariously horrifying good time. 

Snake Attack!

So, the other day I'm in the middle of cooking dinner and my father let's the dogs out in my place. He starts yelling in for me to come out and when I open the door, I see a black snake pinned down with a shovel. Apparently it came looking for water and nearly got chopped in half when it decided to attack. I take the dogs and my father axe chops the snake with the edge of the shovel three more times. Now it's super pissed and lunges. CLANG! Head trauma! Then three more times just to be sure it's dead. It starts moving again and the shovel slams down again, snapping in half.

Long, violent story short; it's gone. Scared the piss out of me, though. Not necessarily the snake itself so much as the fact that it was venomous and could've killed either of my dogs with one bite or put me or my father in the hospital. Reminds of this time I had an epic stupid moment and let a cousin(who I don't associate with anymore) convince me to watch the head of a snake three times as big while he grabbed the tail so ya know, I could warn him if it was about to attack him and also serve as a decoy, which I should have realized was the reason.


Sometimes, I reallllly hate nature.

Well Crap...

I WAS in a pretty damn good mood, enjoying putting some much needed effort into a couple of projects and just generally feeling content with my life until it all blew the fuck up in my face. I won't go into detail, but a close family member went out of their way to make me feel like shit after I called them on their shit...again...for like the fifth fucking time. I get all this past drama that I just want to forget thrown in my face, called a lifeless loser because I don't want to socialize with any of the drunk, homophobic racists that live in this town(aka, nearly the entire population) and just generally insulted.

Now I feel like crap and harbor some very hateful thoughts about this person, thoughts which a few years ago would have freaked me out but have increased in frequency and replaced my old thoughts about this person. Now there's only hate and disgust instead of a slight respect. At this point, I honestly don't care about this person anymore. Maybe if they offer up a sincere apology I'll start caring again, but until then, they're nothing more than an acquaintance I wish I could forget existed, which begs the question: Why do I even bother calling them on their shit? They give some spiel about how I'm right and they need to make a change but they never fucking do. Instead, I end up calling them on their shit again...and the cycle repeats itself. There are heated arguments and this person stoops pretty damn low(insulting my deceased grandparents who played a huge part in raising me) and I always refrain from stooping to their level; instead opting to take the high road. My reward for being the bigger person? I get to feel like shit.

The whole debacle raises another question, too: Why the fuck do I let anything this person says get to me? I've already pretty much stopped caring about them, so why does it upset me when they try to make me feel like an inferior nothing? I'm baffled by this and for the life of me, I can't figure why I don't just shrug it off and go about enjoying the rest of my day despite their attempts to hurt me. I've made an effort to make it known that I don't care what anyone thinks of me and if they don't like something about me or something I do, they can go bother someone who gives a shit and leave me the hell alone.

...I'm gonna go try to take my mind of this bullshit. Thinking about it just upsets me.

Update:

Drama post is irrelevant now. The matter was resolved and all is well again...for now.

RPG Maker Project Blog

I got a link to my RPG Maker project blog up. There's a bit of detail about an original series I'm working on as well as a brief history of my experience with the RPG Maker programs. I'll be maintaining this blog and the project blog for the foreseeable future, so if anyone's reading this, check back every so often to read more about what I'm up to.

GYAHAHAHAHA!

I'll never stop bouncing between the umpteen blogs and sites I've created! I'll never stop fluctuating between being active and being dead to the internets! No one can stop me from being indecisive, no one!!


...Okay, I'm done. It's been what; three years? I think I made a post or two on my Wordpress blog since then, but other than a couple of very short surges in activity at a forum that's currently in limbo, a few posts on my DA account and a bit of instant messaging; I've been hanging out in the internet waiting lounge, mindlessly browsing and vegging out on youtube videos. I did get some new videos up in the past couple of years, despite youtube deciding to hate the .wmv format. Then I stopped. I've toyed around with notion of getting back into uploading and maybe doing an actual voiced Let's Play. I'm still thinking about doing that off and on.

That's pretty much what I've been up the past few years, with ample portions of real life drama being forced down my throat occasionally. Also, I never did get anywhere with that "learn a bit of HTML" thing. Oh well, not like it would have went anywhere. I probably would have half built a website, said "fuck it" and let laziness and apathy take hold of me for the next few months. Speaking of keeping up with what I start, I'll be hanging around here for a while(until laziness and apathy take hold again). So, if you're reading this, I probably linked it on my DA page and you're one of the few people I've had contact with in the past three years.